Tuesday, February 21, 2012

viaericcahan

okay. In this moment, I am asking for the ability to relax and settle. I feel too aware of what is not quite right. it is not that big of a deal but I want to shift to that softer, easier feeling experience within my emotional range. Already I am feeling a little lightening and the urge to go lay down is available.

Thursday, February 16, 2012

viabellingerboutique


There is this nice road that rolls through Monticello and extends far, through Elsner and Winston. If you take another road, up the hill and to the south, along the river you can see all sorts of houses, big and small. On an open plain with views of the mountain range and also houses tucked into the hills and corridors of the woods. There are a few of these roads that go to the same place, to Curtis pond. Up up up and I can see all the different lives in each of these houses. It is just like a legend or a fairy tale. I am so happy to be there, to be traveling so easily on this road. I look over to my honey and he is out of it and angry. I won't try to make him feel differently and somehow, it makes some new space for him and us.